MUJH MAIN JU SHAKS REHTA HAI......(Chothi Qist)

Majburiyon ka kya hai, ye tu insaan kay sath sath har waqt kayam kiye rehti hain. Bebasi aur laachari do aisee cheezain hain yan do aisay naag ju insane ko dastay rehtay hain. Hamesha say aik achi zindagi ki justaju liye mainey apnay wajud main aik nayee dunia kayam kar rakhi thi. Mujhey is soch nay kaafi honsla diya kay mujhey kuch kar dikhana hai.. Mainey achay numberon say apnay school ko khatam kiya aur A levels kar liya kisi tarhan. Yahan tak ka safar bara hi dushwaar raha. Maan baap nay buhut saath diya har maur per. Insan kitna kuch karta hai pait kay liye, parhta hai, naukriyan talash karta hai aur jab mil jaati hai tu bus usi ka hu kar reh jata hai. Mujhey ab aik aur imtehaan say guzarna tha. Ye waqt ab tha apni zimaidaariyon ko samjhnay ka. Walid sahib nay jitna kar diya tha hum sab kay liye wu shayed buhut hi zayada tha, ab waqt tha apni soch mustahkam karnay ka aur faisla karnay ka kay aakhir ab karna kya huga aur kaisay? Tang dasti kay baahis main aik online university main admission ley kar baith gaya, aur sath hi sath bachon ko tution parhata raha, ye tution parhatay huwe tu ab aik zamana guzar chukka tha, youn lagta tha jaisay zindagi main aur koi kaam kia hi na hu. Naukri ki talash nay buhut sataya. Ye bara azeem mulk hai per yahan mushkilaat behisaab hain. Kharchajaat barhay tu naukri ki talaash main nikal paray, aakhir kab tak borhay aur ghareeb baap kay kandhon per sawari kartay. Phir ju azm liya tha aur thaan rakhi thi kay ab karna huga kuch na kuch, is azm ko liye nikalna hi para, sarkon ki khaak chantey huwe, daftron kay chakar lagata raha. Kaain din kaain raatain isi jutaju main beet gayee per kahin say koi jawab na aya. Mairay sab say kareebi bhaiyon jaisay dost Ali Bhai hain. Ju mairay paros main rehtay hain. Aain kuch inkay baray main bhi kehta chalun. Aankh khuli tu inko paya. Hamri dosti ko main salon main kaisay tarashon. Ye tu jab say main hu tab say hai. Mujh say umr main baray is dost nay hamesha sath diya mairay, achay buray waqt hum logon nay sath guzaray. Zindagi ki kaafi baatain, dukh gham ki ghariyan sath bitaain. Wu kehtay hain kay aik acha dost mil jaye tu insaan ki adhi mushkilaat main kami hu jati hai. Khuda ki beshmaar naimaton main say aik naimat acha dost bhi hai. Ik din youn huwa kay apna dukhra unhain sunatay sunatay unki nazar akhbaar main aik ishtihaar per pari, ye ishtihaar Pakistan kay aik maaroof IT magazine ka tha. Ye akhbar ki duniya main Pakistan ka sab say purana aur bara naam tha. Iskay sath sath beshumaar aur idaaron main bhi darkhuwastain bheldali mainey. Ab bus taweel intezar tha kay kahan say bulawaya kab aata hai. Intezar ki is taweel musafat nay mujhey kaafi baatain kehnay aur sochnay per majboor kar dia, aakhir ye kaisa nizaam hain, yahan kyun ghareeb ghareebtar aur ameer ameer-tar huwa jata hai, yahan inti behisi kyun hai aakhir. Pal ghanton main aur ghantay dinno main badaltay rahay per kahin say bulaway na aya, haan agar kuch aya tu wu thi bebasi. Bebasi bhi insaan ko kamzor bana deti hai, magar isko ley kar insaan baghair preshan huwe uth khara hu tu yehi insaan ki himmat ka sabab ban jati hai.

Ghurbat bhi ajeeb cheez hai, na hu tu khushhaali aur hu tu ghussa, laraye aur bebasi.