MUJH MAIN JU SHAKS REHTA HAI......(Teesri Qist)

Nazron ka kya hai, in say kaun bach paya kabhi, main is soch say kaasir raha hamesha. Aik dar ko mairay wajud nay gheray rakha, mairay kaain doston nay mujh say kaha kay main unhain apnay ghar kyun nahin ley kar jata? Main hamesha ye keh kar taal deta unhain kay nahin mairay ghar ki riwayaat bari ajeeb si hain, yahan doston ko aanay ki ijazat nahin, hum apni duniya kay mast log hain, yahan doston kay aanay janay ko acha nahin samjha jata. Halka-e-Yaaraan main ye aik baray ta'ajub ki baat huti thi. Asal main haqeeqat ye nahin thi, hamaray ghar main tu doston yaron ko bara pyar diya jata tha, kisi bhi bhene bhai kay doston ki bari aao-bhagat ki jaati. Buhut say yaar kho baitha tha main apni choti umr main hi, jinhain main chahta tha buhut. per shayed wu mairay is pur-israr rawaiye ko waja bana kar mujh say door hutay chalay gaye. youn jan liya mainey kay shayed mairi bisaat aur haisiyat itni na thi kay main unkay sath chal pata. Kya khoob kaha kisi nay, "tu kya teri bisaat kya". Zindagi main buhut si mehroomian liye, tootay dhagon ki maanind mairay wajud main parti daraarain main mehsus kar raha tha. Phir youn bhi huwa kay ik baar aik dost peecha kartay huwe pohonch hi gaya aakhir mairay ghar. Us waqt tu shayed wu sab kuch bhaanp raha tha, ghaur say dekh raha tha, milnay kay baad chala tu gaya, per aglay hi roz chand aisi baatain mairi sama'aton tak pohonchi jinhain sun kar, kirchi kirchi huwa dil aur sab umeedain tootnay lagi, aankhon main nami apni jagah banay lagi, zehen nay sath denay say inkaar kar diya, aur soch maflooj hu kar reh gaye. "Basti wala", "Kachi Basti wala" ye do aisay alfaaz they kay jin say mairi justaju ko aik gehra zakhm pohoncha tha, main tu aik aisay rastay per chal para tha jahan main janta tha kay baray baray magar-mach bhi rastey main milaingay, chot bhi lagaygi, zakhm bhi aain gay buhut say, per ab aur koi chara nahin tha. Walid sahab ki ye khuwahish kay unka beta shehar kay aik mashoor-o-maaroof idaray say O level karay tu buhut khubsoorat thi, aur unhon nay apna pait kaat kaat kar is khuaab ko pura kia. Majburion main ghira insaan kabhi kabhi itna bebas hu jata hai kay saans lena dushwaar hu jata hai. Ghurbat aur behissi, do aisi beemariyan hai ju deemak ki tarhan chaat jaati hain rishton aur insaniyat ko.

Majburiyan bhi kya cheez hain, na hun tu zaat mukammal aur hun tun azaab.