Sambhal tu insan jata hi hai, per is sambhalnay main khasa waqt nikal jata hai. Meri talash nay mujhey aik baar phir usi maur per la khara kiya tha jahan main kuch saal pehlay tha. Ye pal bhi guzar jaingay, poora bharosa tha mujhey apna rab per. Wu nawazta hai bin mangay mujhey achi tarhan ye ehsas tha. Younhi din jatay rahay, aur pata hi na chala kay kab teen maah guzar gaye. Ab tu mainey umeed karna bhi chor hi di thi kay sahyed kahin say koi bulawa yan jawab aajata. Ramzan ka babarkat maheena bhi ab janay ko tha. Mujhey aaj bhi wu din yad hai, wu aakhri roza tha, aglay roz eid thi, pooray ghar main eid ki tayariyan zor-o-shor per thi. Ghar main khushiyon ka samaa tha, sab rozaydaar safaiyon main masruuf they, mainey bhi apni almari khol rakhi thi aur barson ka kachra nikal raha tha. Abhi ye kaam chal hi raha tha kay mairay samnay table per paray phone ka vibration mode on huwa tu maloom huwa kay shayed call arahi hai. Mainey lapak kar phone uthaya, ye call Lahore say thi. Pal bhar ko is soch nay janam liya kay Khudaya khair, ye Lahore main mera kaunsa dost yan koi jannay wala nikal aya hai. Mainey isi soch say bahir aatay huwe phone utha hi liya. Ye call Lahore say thi aur koi Rahma naami sahiba thi, phone uthatay hi salaam dua kay baad unhon nay mujhey kaha kay wu Pakistan kay aik buhut baray TV network say bol rahi hain. Main isay yahin rokta hun. Aiye yahan say main apko un logon say milwata hun ju meri zindagi main baray azeez rahay. Ali bhai jinka zikr main pehlay bhi kar chukka hun, mairay bhai jaisay dost. Jibran Changi wu shaks ju mairay school kay zamanay ka dost hai, jiskay mujh per buhut say ehsaanat hain, yan wu uski muhabbat thi jisnay mujhey buhut kuch diya. Mera sath un dinno main diya jab mujhey aik aisay dost ki zarurat thi jisay main apna sab kuch bata dun, apni zindagi ki kataab khol kay uskay samnay rakh dali mainey, aur wu usay parhta raha, aur phir mujhey samjh kar usnay meri zindagi main hamesha mera sath aik muskurahat say deta raha. Usay marun yan naraz hu jaon, per wu tha kay hamesha meray sath youn raha jaisay saya hu apka. Phir usay apni parhayee kay liye Scotland jana para aur aaj bhi wu wahin hai. Jab jab us say baat huti hai dil phir say khil uthta hai. Main aaj jab bhi ye sochta hun tu uskay lliye dil say ju duain nikalti hain wu bayaan nahin kar sakta main. Phir youn huwa kay aik dost kay zareyay mairi aik aur dost bani, sana mohsin. Hamari dosti buhut aam si thi, kabhi kabhi baat yan mulakaat hu jaya karni. Per jaisay jaisay waqt guzarta raha humari dosti ka rang aur pakka huta gaya. Mujhey hamesha aik cheez ki talash rahi, aur wu thi kay koi tu huta ju mera khayal rakhta. Koi tu aisa huta kay ju yahan huta jis say main apnay dil ki har baat kehta. Mujhey aisa aik dost Sana nay apni surat main diya. Mairi har cheez ka khayal rakhna uski aadat hai. Zindagi kay har maur per meri madad karna, sehat ka khayal rakhna, meri choti choti si khushiyan ikatha karna, main pareshan hu jaun tu meri pareshaniyon ko kam karna, bechainiyon ko karar dena. Mujhey jab bhi kabhi dost ki zarurat parti wu hamesha hazir rahi. Waqt ki parwah kiye baghair mera sath diya aur aik achay dost ki haisiyat say khoob kirdar nibhaya. Ye sab karz main kaisay utaronga, main hamesha yehi sochnay lagta hun tu dil-odimagh, dono chup say hu jatay hain, koi jawab nahin mil pata mujhey. Meri jadojuhad main mujhey har pal ye ehsas dilana kay main kar sakta hun, ye kaam is shaks nay hamesha bakhubi kiya.
Meri nazm “Barish sab kuch dho dalti hai” say aik shair, “Meri zindagi kay veeran aangan main kuch log aye aur phir youn gaye, kay naqsh-e-paa na milay tu ye jana gaye, kay barish sab kuch dho dalti hai”, per aaj wu insan ju mairay sukun ka baais hai, meray sath hai aik achay dost ki tarhan.
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