MUJH MAIN JU SHAKS REHTA HAI......(Chati Qist)

Khushi tu aati hai kuch pal kay liye, aur insaan ko maloom hi nahin parta kay beshumaar dukhun main kahin koi aisay pal kab aye aur kab chalay gaye. Chehray par aik muskurahat liye bhagtay bhagtay Shaheen Complex tak pohoncha aur bus main sawar huwa. Bus main hamesha ki tarhan rush tu buhut tha per seat mil hi gaye kisi na kisi tarhan. Mairi khushi ki inteha na thi, dil ki dharkanon ko jaisay kisi nay itna barha dala hu kay sansain bhi ataknay lagi. Mairi muskurahat dekh kar sath baithay bhai sahab ko taajub hunay laga, wo bhi sochtay hungay kaisa insane hai, apni dhun main mast muskuraye ja raha hai, no koi wajah na koi samaa. Kartay kartay maira utarna ka waqt aur jagah aahi gaye, main bus say utra aur ghar ki janib rawan hu gaya. Dil thamay, khushi dabaye main ghar kay darwazay per pohonch kar bell per hath rakh kar bhool hi gaya kay hath uthana bhi huta hai. Chotay bhai nay darwaza kholtay hi sawaal kia, kay kya huwa bhaiya? Mainey muskura kar kaha hu gaya, andar aya tu sab ko kay chehray is khushkhabri say youn khil utthay kay jaisay sehra main kaain barson baad sawan ki rut chali hu. Ye khushi kay pal ju meri zindagi main aye they, youn mehsus huta tha kay jaisay ab waqt agaya tha kay taqdeer nay kuch karwat badal dali thi. Khuda kay huzur sajda rez huwa tu aankhain na reh saki, zar-o-kataar aansuon nay bhi khuda kay huzur shukr ada kia. Wu suna tu tha hi kay khuda kay haan dair hai andher nahin, ye aik line aaj mujhey baar baar yad arahi thi. Kitni beshumaar naimaton say nawaz rakha hai maula nay, aur nawazta chala jata hai, belaus pyar hai us khuda ka apnay banday say, na amaal dekhta hai na buraiyan, bus nawazta hai apnay banday ko unghinat naimaton say, per banda hai kay hamesha hi nashukri kartay kartay zindagi guzar deta hai, us khaaliq-e-qainaat say gilay shikway kartay guzar deta hai. Insan bhi bara hi ajeeb hai, mushkil ki ghari aur pareshaniyon main khuda ko har pal har waqt yad karta rehta hai, aur jab khushiyan uski zindagi main aati hain tu wu bajaye iskay kay apnay usi Rabbul Izzat kay huzur jhuk kar, sajda rez hu kar shukr ada karay, un khushiyon main kho jata hai. Kya faida aisi khushiyon ka kay jin main kho kar apna Rab yad na rahay. Mujhey hamesha younhi lagta tha kay jaisay meri dhukon bhari zndagi main kabhi bhahar nahin ayegi, per jab wu aye tu aisay aaye kay mairay wehem-ogumaan main bhi na tha.

Udasiyan bhi kya ajeeb cheez hain, na hu tu khushi, aur hu tu mayoosi hi mayoosi.