BAAT FAQAT ITNI SI THI.....

Ju ju bhi dooba huwa milta koshish yehi huti kay usay kinaray per laga dalun. Dhoop main chaun kesay huwa karti hai bata daalun, per is an-honi kashmakash main, main tu apna aap hi gawa betha, main ju mud'daton say apni hi talaash main raha, kesay kho diya apna aap, ye nahin janta tha. Meri tu hamesha yehi justaju rahi kay agar aik muskurahat say kisi ko sukun milta tu wu sab muskurahatain samet kar uskay damaan main daal deta. Yehi be-laus jazbaa liyay main zindagi guzarnay kay atwaar seekhta raha, aik naa khatam huna walay khel ka khilari ban gaya . Jeet na Haar kay liya khel raha tha main, main tu bas khel raha tha aik behtar kal kay liye. Kabhi kabhar insaan kisi honi ko samajh nahin pata, bas meray sath bhi kuch aesa hi huwa, main apnay atraaf kay chehron per muskurahatain bikhernay main laga raha aur itna magan hu gaya kay pata hi nahin chala kab meray andar veeraniyon nay ghar kar liya. Mujhey tu bas udaasiyon ko mitana tha, ab ki baar ye ju veeraniyan meri mehmaan ban bethi thi in say kesay jaan churata. Aik aur mahaaz khol betha bas, is baar dushman buhut hi takatwar tha, in say lartay lartay ye maloom para kay khushiyan aagar rooth jain tu unhain wapas bulana na-mumkin huta chala jata hai. Kisi had tak ab main shayed kamyaab hu chuka tha un sab chehron per muskurahatain bikhernay main, kay jinkay udaas chehray kabhi kaat khanay ko daura kartay they, per dheeray dheeray wu sab log bhi ab dur hunay lagay. Mairay andar dera daalay veeraaniyan ab meray aas paas bhi dikhayee denay lagi mujhey. Main tu najanay kab say in say larta chala araha tha. Sun tu rakha tha kay mayusi gunaah huwa karti hai, per aakhir ye kaun batayega kay jab insaan aik na khatam hunay wali justaju main laga rahay aur manzil kabhi dikhayee na dey tu kya phir bhi mayusiyon ko dost na banaya jaye? Mujhey tu ab ye lagnay laga tha kay mayusiyan kadray behtar dost ban sakti hain mujh jesay shaks ki, per phir khuda bhi yad rehta kay jis nay ye bata rakha hai kay mayusi gunaah hai, tu phir kahan jata main.

Baat faqat itni si rahi hamesha, kay main khushiyan dhundta raha aur khali wajud main veeraniyan ghar kar gayee.