Dil veeran hunay lagay tu pura wajud bikharnay lagta hai.
Jeenay kay liye zaruri hai kay bikhray huwe wajud ko har baar samet lena
chahiye. Mudat’ton baad aaj phir say ye ehsaas hunay laga hai kay mairay atraaf
main ju beshumaar hastey kheltay chehray rehtay thay, yak-e-baadeegrey ab nazron
say ojhal hutay ja rahay hain. Main ab
apnay aas paas pheli khamoshi ko sun sakta hun. Wu guzra huwa wakt yaad karta
hun kay jab yaaron ko chalay janay ya akela chor denay ko keh deta tha. Dost
bhi kitnay ajeeb hute hain, mairay baar baar israar karnay per bhi tanha nah
chortay thay, shayed tab main unkay liye koi mautbar shaks tha. Aaj ye maamla
kay tanhayee bhi meri baat sun’nay ki rawadaar nahin. Ab tu aksar ye mehsus
huta hai kay ye khamoshi ka shor meri samaaton ki ronak na cheen ley kahin.
Waqt wohi acha tha jab main kisi kay liye koi hesiyat rakhta
tha, jab shayed meri zarurat bhi thi kisi shaks ko, koi meri zindagi ka hissa
ban’na chahta tha, lekin tab mujhe hosh hi kahan tha, majburiyon kay chat kay
neechay apni zindagi kay din kaat raha tha. Haalat aaj bhi kuch alag tu nahin
lekin, ab zarurat mujhey hai. Zimedaariyon ko pura kartey kartey ab thakan
mehsus karnay laga hai wajud. Ab zarurat hai mujhey. Aik sath ki, aik be-laous
sath ki. Kehna chahta hun ab main dil ki har baat, per na-janay kyun har baar ye
tanhayee aaray aajaati hai.
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